~Fade Away~

When we walk together side by side
Even though we are close together
I can feel the distance that exist between us
So far and far away
I can't held it in my palm
But I can't feel it anymore

I am alone in the darkness
Feel so lonely and scared
My whole body is numb
My heart break in pieces
Like a broken glass
My tears fallen down my chin
Onto the ground

The rain fall down
As if it feel my sadness
I was crying
Shouting out of my hurtfulness
I am alone
Sitting on the wet ground
Without anyone to comfort me
So that I will harden my heart
And masked my feelings
All together
So that I will not hurt again

Momento

Title: Momento
Genre: Family, Drama
AN: This is the fanfic of Percy Jackson and the Olympians. Of course it AU. By the way, Percy is a girl in my story. I rewrite this story from my test paper. The real story is quite short so I make it longer and change some events in it. I'm sorry for my bad grammar if you have found wrong about it. I tired my best to change it.

Summary: Percy was living on her own with her boyfriend Nico when her brother, George brought his client daughter to her house. Chris, Annabelth's and Luke's daughter was adopted by Percy because Chris's parent was died in an accident. After many years, Nico and Percy was married and grant a son. They were going to Chris's parent grave.


When I opened the door of my house, something was hugging me. I was shocked and thought 'What was that?' Wait a minute...hugging? When I looked down, I was hugged by a girl at least eight years old. I pulled back and looked at her; she was a beautiful small girl. Her hair was blond tied in a ponytail style and her eyes were gray color with blue outline. It was a beautiful color and I thought of my best friend, Annabelth that had this eyes color.

It had been many years since I last saw her. I wonder what been she doing? Is she still sad about the death of her father? I was pulled back by my thought when I felt a tug on my skirt. I looked at her eyes and asked her. "Little girl, who are you and why are you in my house?"

'Okay, that might be a bit rude but what do I expected that some girl went in my house', I thought sarcastically.

There were only a few people that knew where my house had been and I only gave a spare key to my parents. I picked her up and settled her on my lap on the couch. I asked her how she got in my house; she answered. "Uncle George brings me here and he's at the kitchen cooking some dinner. My mom always tell story about you."

I thought curiously that who was her mother and I looked at her. "Who is your mother? Do I know her?" I asked. When I asked her about her mother, she looked sad but she answered my questions. "My mom is Annabelth. She said that you are her best friend." My eyes widen and I was shocked. Why would Annabelth's daughter could at my house? Why George would bring her here? Is something happening to her parents? I was worried when I heard that and she sound sad when she talked about her mother. I wanted to ask what happened but I held back. Maybe I could ask George about it later.

"Chris, the dinner is ready. Oh! You're back, Percy. We could eat together." George said and went back to the kitchen.

After dinner, George put Chris to sleep in the guestroom. When he came back, he sat at the couch in front of me. There was a moment of silence before George explained to me. "Annabelth was your best friend right?" He asked and looked at me. I nodded and become nervous when he was silence again. Even though my patience was thin but I bit back from snapping at him.

"She was married to Luke." He said after a while.

"What! Luke?" I shouted and stood up.

"Quiet down!" He hissed. I sat back on the couch embarrassingly and let him continued. "Yes, she was married to Luke and don't interrupted me, please." He whispered. I knew that I was quite shock to hear Luke had married to my best friend. I meant, Luke and I had a history together. Well, it been many years and we were adult so he might mature his attitude from high school.

"They were involved in the accident at the high way road. The nurse and doctor had tried everything they could to save them. I hope I can help but I have another patient to look from the accident. They have serious injury and her daughter had a minor injure. I was told to take care of their child because I knew them." He sighed and drunk a glass of water. I hold back my tears in my eyes when I heard the situation. My best friend was dead? I really could not believe it and I wanted to deny it. But, I knew that was impossible. I had to accept it somehow.

"So, who is going to be her guardian? You surely can't make her stay at orphanage." I said after I calmed down.

"No, they have a lawyer to write their will before they died. I have confirmed with the lawyer and read the will. They had named you Chris's godmother so the guardianship will pass to you." He said.

"But I was not ready to take care a child and I haven't married yet. How could I explain to Nico afterward?" I asked him anxiously. George sat beside me and took my hands to his hands.

"I know that you are still young for taking care a child but I can't let her stay at orphanage. You can discuss with Nico later." He said and patted at my shoulder. He went to his bedroom to sleep.

I sat on my couch and thought about having a child in my house. Yes, I like children and I hope I could have a family. But, I have to work and study for my education then I will have someone to take care of Chris. I walked to her bedroom and opened the door slowly. Would she like to stay with me? She and I had just met and I will be taking care of her forever. I hope this would be the best decision for her and me. I will call Nico tomorrow about this. I covered her blanket until her chin and kissed her forehead then went to my bedroom to sleep.

In the morning, I went to wake Chris up while George prepare some breakfast. I opened the door quietly and saw her peaceful face. I sat down at the bed and touched her cheek. She stirred and mumbled under her breath. I giggled at that adorable sight and I touched her shoulder to wake her up.

"Chris, its morning. You might want to prepare yourself for breakfast." I said. She opened her gray eyes and looked at me. "Good morning." She mumbled. Then, she sat up and rubbed her eyes in adorable way. I felt liked want to hug her tightly. "Now dear go wash yourself and go down for breakfast." I told her and I picked my old dress in my drawer for her to use.

"Chris, I put the clothes on the bed. I don't know it fit you or no." I said loudly. I heard an okay and I went to the kitchen.

After that, we ate our breakfast in silence and I always glanced at Chris. She was poking her bacon with her fork but not eating. "Why are you not eating, Chris? Is the food suit your taste?" I asked with a soft voice. "No, the food is delicious and I'm really appreciating them." Chris said. George and I glanced at each other than sighed. "Are you worried that no one taking care of you?" George comforted. Chris nodded.

"How about staying here, Chris? I can adopt you if you want to of course." I smiled at her. Chris looked at me like a hopeless child and her eyes held a hope that someone take care of her. "Well, eat your breakfast. You are going to stay healthy in this house unlike someone." I said bemusedly. Chris giggled and ate her breakfast when George protested m statement.

After five years had gone, I had been lived happily with my family. Today was Annabelth's death anniversary. My family and I were going to visit her grave. When I thought back about it, I would smile sadly. I looked at the photo beside my bed. It's had me, my husband, Chris and my son. When I told Nico about my decision, he was shocked after that he seem to be like that idea. After a year, he was proposing to me. I was very happy when I heard him saying that sentence. "Mom! Dad gonna leave us if we don't hurry." Chris yelled from downstairs.

"Okay, sweetheart." I said back and went downstairs where my family was waiting. "Mummy!" My son cried and hugged me around my waist. We get in the car and Nico drove us to the grave.

"You taking too long, honey." Nico said and kissed my cheek. "I was just thinking." I smiled. Nico looked at me and the kids at the backseat. "About the past?" He whispered.

"You seem to know." I said bemusedly.

"Of course, I know my wife." Nico grinned.

"Ego. Nico, ego." I said sarcastically.

"Right." Nico said with a grin.

"Oh hush." I punched Nico lightly at his arm.

"Hey, I'm driving." Nico complained.

When we reached the grave, we buy a banquet of flower for Annabelth. We all stood in front of Annabelth's grave and Chris put the banquet of flower in front of the grave.

"Mother, I hope you will find father in heaven. I have a wonderful family and I love my mom and dad." Chris said sadly. Dino then turned to Chris and pouted. "How 'bout me?"

"Of course, I love you too." Chris smiled at him and messed his hair. Dino yelped and chased Chris. I smiled when I looked at my children. Nico put his hand around my waist and I leaned at his shoulder. "They are happy isn't it?" I said. He looked at the children and kissed my forehead.

"Yeah." He agreed.

Loss of Memorries [part 3]

Loss of Memorries [part 2]

Loss of Memorries [part 1]

Moonlight Star [Chapter 1]

TITLE: Moonlight Star
PAIRINGS: SebastianxOCxCiel
WARNING: Mystery, Romance, Adventure
SUMMARY: After many years Ciel soul split into half and reborn as a demon child. Sebastian was taking care of his sister twins. What bad things will happen when old enemy has back? After season 1 not related to season 2. SebastianxOCxCiel

CHAPTER 1

Ciel Wynne shot up from his bed to regain his breath. He was having the same dreaming since his 12^th birthday. In his dream he always saw a man with red blood eyes, he seems too familiar to him but he can’t remember him. ‘Who was he? Why I feel warm when I saw him?’ He snapped from his thought by the knocking sound of his door. “Brother, are you awake? You are going to be late first day at school.” When he heard his sister said this, he glanced at the clock beside his bed. ‘Shit!’ He quickly went to the bathroom to prepare. He went to school without eating breakfast since him already late.

When he saw his sister, he ran faster to catch up with her. She heard footstep running towards her so she turned her to face his brother. “Brother, you’re late again. Did you eat your breakfast?” She smiled and did not waited for him to reply she already knew the answer so she opened her bag took out some food she took from the breakfast their mother cook and gave to him.

Ciel saw this couldn’t help but smiled because his sister knew her well since she was his twin. Ciel and his sister was best students the school. They look same but Celina had longer hair and light bluish eyes while Ciel had dark bluish eyes. Ciel was the quiet type while Celina was the active type. They were quite opposite personalities but sometimes Ciel were overprotective to his sister. Their father was a rich business and a Duke noble while their mother was a beautiful singer. They had just arrived at London yesterday and stayed here since their father had some work at London.

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Sebastian wondered around the world since the death of his young master. He had drained his young master soul but couldn’t help regret it even it was slightly. He admitted that he was attracted to the boy. He always made him felt amusing and entertain. It had been 50 years after he had left London. He just happens to miss here since it was the longest time that he spends with people. Grell had been followed him everywhere he gone, it started irritated him even though he just ignored him along the way. He thought of went to Phamtomhive mansion and visited Ciel grave.

“Sebby~ why do you longed the human boy? He already dead long time ago you should forget him and love me~”

Sebastian continued to walk and ignored him until he reached his young master grave.

Ciel Phantomhive

1985 – 1997

May soul rest in peace.

He cleaned the grave and put some flower on it. After he took Ciel’s soul, he went back to the mansion and told the servant that Ciel had dead. Baldroy, Finnian, Maylene and even Tanaka were sad that their young master had dead. Sebastian ordered them to take care of the mansion. After few years Tanaka was dead and the others were stayed at the mansion forever.

“Sebastian.”

Finnian was walked towards him and holding a banquet of white rose.

“It been many years isn’t it.”

“Yes.”

“Where have you been this years?”

“I had been travel around the world.”

“It was nice to meet you again Sebastian.”

Slight breeze of wind blew the white rose. They had known he was a demon because he had told them when he told them that Ciel had dead. They hardly accepted it but they still treated him as their family. He was happy about it but he never admitted it to anyone else.

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Ciel and Celina walked in the classroom after the bell ringed. The teacher introduced herself and told us to introduce ourselves. Some girls and boys were whispering at each other when it about our turns.

“I’m Ciel Wynne.”

“I’m Celina Wynne. Nice to meet you.”

The girls and boys were squeaked about us like ‘she so cute’, ‘he so cute’, ‘I like him or her’, ‘they are twins’ and other compliments. He does not care what they were thinking about us but if the boys get near Celina, they will pay for it. After teacher had known some of the students, she started her lesson.

“Ciel Wynne! Pay attention during class even if this is only the first day.”

His teacher suddenly called his name he startled from his daydreaming. He did not notice his sister gave him worried glance and continued to think about his dream again. He never told his dream to anyone but his sister. Celina understand him and always by his side comfort him if he had a nightmare. He didn’t want to tell his parents because his parents will not believed him and thought him as mental problem. He always loves his twin sister and swore to protect her. His twin sister was kind to everyone but she had a weak body since little she had asthma. Their parents and Ciel was worried of her when her first attacked on Christmas day. He stayed beside her and take care her.

Celina was worried his brother since in the morning he stared at the window as if in deep thought. She thought it might be the dream that he always told her. She likes her brother very much because he always at her side protects her. She thought that maybe after school she should asked about it.

“Ciel, are you alright?” They walked home together since there was no club activity. “Nothing.” Celina knew this wasn’t going to be best solution but she should try. “I know you have the same dream again right?” Ciel was shocked that she knew he was thought about it. He should know it because his sister always could predict him every time. “You know Celi, sometime I think you are another half of me because you always know me.” She smiled and her eyes soften when she said that.

“You’re wrong. I am your half.”

Darkness

I just want to be what I want to be
A normal person
A normal life
I living in a lie
In the darkness
That sink me deeply
No living heart
No sound
No light of source
Just darkness that overpower my light
Destroy the balance of my world
Thus
The day will end
In darkness

Bird in the cage

A lonely girl was sit in front of the computer......
and nothing do to...

just...sit there.....
her face was facing the computer........
and thinking........
'what I want to do?'.......

her boring face.......
and lonely face......

when she cry.........
nobody was her side.......
when she laugh.....
some friends share with with her....

but.......
she has no one......
and she cry lonely.....

one day.....
a blaze of wind......
came with some.......
white beautiful feathers......
shattering around the ground......

waiting for the girl......
and sang a song......
that made she happy......

but the happiness......
did not last for long....

but.....
and at last......
she was happy.......