Pains....

I wonder why they don't want to go out when I ask them. Some straightforward say no to me, I still can accept it but two of them always say very lazy lah or what lah. That are the excuse I dislike. Well, I know some of them are very busy with school work not like me.

Sometime I should tell them my frustration of their reject. But it is difficult to say especially I will cry after I say finish. Haiz....I hope I can faster learn driving then I can go out with opposed someone to bring me.

Troublesome works

Really sometimes I don't like to be a leader or an organizer. They never hear what I say and that make me frustrated every time. My friends always half agree when I ask her to go out together. Well, if she have said earlier maybe I can accept it. But after agree then disagree without reasonable excuse, I don't like it. I hate it actually. I wish I can drive car or have a license so that I can bring my friends. So, she cannot escape from not going out with us.

Sometime friendship is a friendshit.

~Fade Away~

When we walk together side by side
Even though we are close together
I can feel the distance that exist between us
So far and far away
I can't held it in my palm
But I can't feel it anymore

I am alone in the darkness
Feel so lonely and scared
My whole body is numb
My heart break in pieces
Like a broken glass
My tears fallen down my chin
Onto the ground

The rain fall down
As if it feel my sadness
I was crying
Shouting out of my hurtfulness
I am alone
Sitting on the wet ground
Without anyone to comfort me
So that I will harden my heart
And masked my feelings
All together
So that I will not hurt again

Tomorrow is the last day of EXAM!!!

Yeah!!!! After today tomorrow will be a relax test.
Oh hell to my akaun...==
And tomorrow only science important.
After that its HOLIDAY!!!
Tch!!! Even though I looking forward for holiday, it still a boring holiday.
Expect that the trip to go Damai Beach.
I wonder what fun will be if we follow the teacher together.
They say cannot swimming but doesn't mean that we cannot play water. *smirk*
Hehehe~ Sound fun to me.
It start a week holiday.
That I never looking forward for boring.

I so Gulity!!!!!

I so guilty like I want to cry!!!
You know why?
Because we tease our friends and she angry.......
I think we play too rough.....
That is unexpected from the three of us.
Well, I think I should apologize to her.
Since I already did it (with sms)
And I wait until Monday.
This is so awkward!!!!
And just now Donna called Ying "Stalker" again!!!
I scared that she be raged again.....=_=
It so weird to not talk each other like that.
But I think we will not be same again.
I might be avoid her as possible as I can.
This is the second time isn't it.....
This first time was misunderstanding.
Haiz......I don't know what brain they are.