Normal CNY

This year is a depressing Chinese New Year. I might say its boring. Nobody is free to go out visiting or nobody invite me. I must say this year CNY have many incidents happen. Haiz.......

Every year is always like that. Blame my ADHD or ADD. I do not know which I have. Let's put these a side.

This year my family as you can say are sick with either cough or flu. Last year is me the one that get sick. I do not know I should happy or no. Well, this year is a boring CNY. And nobody answer me when I ask when want to go out. They might going back to their university life now.

Haiz....I kinda irritated when my dad always ask why I'm did not going out with my friends. It's like a reality push to my face. Kinda disappointing when I saw others take pictures with gangs.

Cleaning

Owww.....My waist is painful because I was cleaning my room. It's almost CNY so my mom always push me to clean my room.

And when I clean, it must be very clean till I cannot see the dust. That is so OCD. ><

Now, I am very tired and tomorrow I still have plan with my friends too.

New Year

It's FEBRUARY!! And it's almost Chinese New Year~

I hope it's not as boring as last year. It might be a little house to visit. But this year is the year that I spend many money on buying clothes.

Wow~ Really shopping fever~ XD

Sickness

*Sighing* I gonna sighing everyday if I gonna sick like this. The weather is not stable and here sometimes raining sometimes sunny. The temperature is up and down.

I hate sick but what can I say. I easily get sick than my other family. The timing is not good only.

That all I want to say.

I have nothing to do.

Kinda bore here.

Entertainment

Sometimes I wonder why shopping center are more than entertainment places like amusement park. Yes, I only do shopping when I have an event or party. Because I have to buy some clothes to wear. Now, I do not have work anymore so I gonna be very boring at home and doing nothing. This is not productive to me. But, what can I say? Even though I want to study and learning and didn't have the money to pay the entrance fee. Haiz.......

Realistic

I'm going to be more realistic because I almost 20 years old. I cannot lazy stay at home even though it is boring at home. But, sometime I don't like an adult...well more like young adult. Adult is boring to me. If I going to be alone, I'm not going to be relax. Hahaha~ I don't know what am I saying now. Not long I'm going to work and study university. Can I complain somethings?

Really, why every time the word come out from my dad mouth is money money money. Is money important? Yes, but money can't buy anything. I would like to say if you want more money then sell your daughter like that. Are all parent like that ask money from children because they take care of us from baby? It is illogical to me. Because money can't pay back the love that given to us.

Going out with friends

Boring day~

I don't know what I gonna write. I just pass by here because I saw that my blog is untouched for a long time....I think. So, I just post some boring things to say and then nothing.

Now, I have nothing to say. That's all.

Sighing....

I really don't know what am I doing these holidays. I was wasting my time in front of my computer. It almost school day. Next week I am going to school and watch these teachers faces and homework. DAMN HOMEWORK!!!!

It seem I always ignore my homework everyday when I see it. Sometime I think I should change my ways but it seem my habits is worst than I thought. I going to finish it last minute. I am sure because it is my habit to finish things at last minute. Haiz......when holidays I wish I can go to school to see my friends but at school, I wish I can go home and sleep.

This is my life. What a boring and dangerous life.

Doing nothing

Really, what am I doing everyday? I expected to be out everyday and that will be exhausting. Sometime I prefer stay at home but sometime I would like to go out. I don't know what am I writing now. Really boring life......

Holiday isn't like holiday

Injection day is over and it getting my nerve. Really I was shivering in the room when I wait for my turn. Blame the air conditional.

Well the main reason is this two weeks holidays are for nothing because my teachers put an extra class for us. So damn shit!! I wish I could skip the class but one of my teacher (the nagging goose) say if did not come for the class, have to see her and tell the reason. Well, if she is not elderly than me, I will straightforward tell her.

I don't like business marketing this subject. I rather fail my subject dude!! Who cares about that subject anywhere! It will not help the student if the language is not English. So stupid.

I prefer choose other subject maybe not math since I hear that subject very hard to pass with good result.

Tomorrow is Injection

Tomorrow is my last day of injection. Well, the third time is the most painful feel. I really can't imagine how I feel tomorrow. I wish I do not cry like a baby.

By the way, tomorrow is the last day of test!!!! XD YES!!! At last I'm HOLIDAY!!!

But I will be boring till death.

stress Stress STRESS

I am a walking dead body wondering along the streets.

So busy...so busy

Haiz.....I don't know this semester I will be sighing forever. So many homework and project to do. The teachers are chasing the time too. Besides that, November have MUET test too. I will be dead at the end of the year. I'll going to relax at home and play till I get bore.

Every morning I having headache. Is it worth my time and health? No fucking way. This things will going to cut my life till half. Damn it!!!

My Test Result

I have fucking FAIL my subject that is business marketing or in BM pengajiaan perniagaan. More or less the same meaning lah. I don't know I should repeat it or not because I am very sure that I will FAIL it again. Well, I don't think I will repeat the test even though teacher will nag all the way. XP You want stubborn, I'll be more stubborn.

Busy day~

Finally this is the last semester of Form 6 and then I can go play or working. I can do what I want! XD Maybe a bit limited if I find a job. Well, it's last semester so I have so many project and selected subject to study. And the weather is bloody hot. I feel as if I live in the volcano.

Holiday is a boring day

I have two weeks holidays to spend at home doing nothing. I feel bore and restless. I love to go out with friends but they did not invite me or I did not invite them. Well, the problem is I don't have any driving license so I cannot freely went out by myself. I wish I can drive.

What can I say sitting at home doing nothing and my friend did not reply my message too. What a cruel people or they just ignore me. I just know I want to go out!!

Exams...

Next week I going to have STPM examinations. Well, at least I can relax and having my holidays after the tests. I have to think positive so that I will not nervous. I hope I won't having stomachache before the exam on Tuesday.

That's all I gonna say because I very bore sitting in front of my laptop. XD

Yummy~

Just now I buy Starbucks drink at Jalan Song. I buy a bigger size than last time. I don't know why I want to buy drink from there because I never thought of buy drinks from Starbucks. It is expensive than milk tea from Ding Tea or Chatime.

Wow drink this my tummy feel full.

Stupid thing

When this Wednesday, I use the ATM machine. Well, I first time use it so I don't know how to use it. And I just stand there like an idiot. I change ATM machine one by one because I don't know how to bank in. So, I just guess it then it correct. I think I gonna piss off this ATM machine because it always sound beep when you stand so long and did not do anything.