Normal CNY

This year is a depressing Chinese New Year. I might say its boring. Nobody is free to go out visiting or nobody invite me. I must say this year CNY have many incidents happen. Haiz.......

Every year is always like that. Blame my ADHD or ADD. I do not know which I have. Let's put these a side.

This year my family as you can say are sick with either cough or flu. Last year is me the one that get sick. I do not know I should happy or no. Well, this year is a boring CNY. And nobody answer me when I ask when want to go out. They might going back to their university life now.

Haiz....I kinda irritated when my dad always ask why I'm did not going out with my friends. It's like a reality push to my face. Kinda disappointing when I saw others take pictures with gangs.

Attitude

Some people their attitude is scam and rude. Well, all of my family are like that except for my mom. I didn't hear she swear before, like never. Yeah right, when someone is helping you, say thank you or be grateful. For me, the one I help is always ungrateful like angry at you when somethings are going wrong or doing wrong. It's make me frustrated and irritated. Well, these people are cannot hope.

Sighing....

I really don't know what am I doing these holidays. I was wasting my time in front of my computer. It almost school day. Next week I am going to school and watch these teachers faces and homework. DAMN HOMEWORK!!!!

It seem I always ignore my homework everyday when I see it. Sometime I think I should change my ways but it seem my habits is worst than I thought. I going to finish it last minute. I am sure because it is my habit to finish things at last minute. Haiz......when holidays I wish I can go to school to see my friends but at school, I wish I can go home and sleep.

This is my life. What a boring and dangerous life.

Troublesome works

Really sometimes I don't like to be a leader or an organizer. They never hear what I say and that make me frustrated every time. My friends always half agree when I ask her to go out together. Well, if she have said earlier maybe I can accept it. But after agree then disagree without reasonable excuse, I don't like it. I hate it actually. I wish I can drive car or have a license so that I can bring my friends. So, she cannot escape from not going out with us.

Sometime friendship is a friendshit.

Pathetic Teacher

I have a teacher that is...how I going to say about her, let's just say she is insane. Well, more insane than I thought last year. This year she change her style to torture student. That is abuse!!! She threatened them for not letting the student to go back but can when you have finish the homework she given that period.

Well, last year many student did not like her a bit even a tiny bit. I don't say hate but dislike her. I think this year it almost a level to hate because she threaten the student to do their homework and test. Really when someone do not like a subject, they won't study hard for that particular subject. It is a miracle that she get into Form 6 teacher. I wonder how.

I mean she do not have the skill to make the student to pay attention to her. Besides that, she answer a question with a question. That teacher is so idiot. When student ask her a question, she ask back the student with a question again. By the way, she also out of topic of the question. Why is this person have qualification of teacher? I'm very curious about it.

Just Complainig.....

Haiz....these days I always signing every minute every day. Well, my form 6 life is suck and very stressful. Just for a few months until May, I will have a big test again. Why do the government wanted to change the system? Many people said that we being guinea pig for them. I can't help that I'm slightly agree with them. =_=
We even have to do 5 project and test, test, test. =_=lll  Really being a student is more stressful than a teacher. Have to cope with many things when the system is changed. I thought of quit form 6 after I take my result for last year test but I don't want to leave my friends behind. We hardly seen every day if I quit form 6. Because they will be busy every day with homework and project. Don't say test again.
They still have some activity form school too. Some time I have to think about my future. I kinda lazy to wrk around and like to stay at home. Really this is just complaining the world. -_-
I hope somethings interesting will happen in the future anytime anywhere.

I am Piss!!

SHUT UP THE FUCK!!!!

I AM SO PISS OFF THAT I WANT TO KILL SOMEONE!!!

This is so irritated, annoying and insulted. You are a bastard!! Just because I like to do that, doesn't mean that I cannot do it. I just don't like to talk with you, retard!! Have a common sense, moron!! You say I a nobody so what!! Not that I want to show you. I prefer my mom because she understand me more and she doesn't insult people or force me to do somethings else that I don't like. I want to go to collage so I wait but what do you expect me to just work. I want to learn driving, you also not allowed. What reason is this?!! Well, I know you just don't want people to use your money so that you can buy your things.

Many parents were encourage them to learn driving but you..."Use your own money." Yeah right, I am jealous of their parents because they were strict but they allow them to learn what they want. Sometimes I hope my parents ignore me. Seem like you want someone to follow your footstep. Over my dead body!!!

It seem your daughter have problems, you also did not care. So I just leave there, I prefer to talk with my mom. I always thought that I have ADHD. I think I really have that now because the symptoms are very accurate.

I like to read but they say I playing games. Does reading is wrong? I wonder what problems with their mind anywhere.

Yeah right, wish I were dead or never born is better.

CNY is the WORST DAY this YEAR!!!!!

Yes, I hate CNY!!! I fucking Hate it!!!
Every year and everyday I hate that day. Even though it fun and this year not fun.
Because of what??!! Because of SPM!!!!
They tuition everyday and their parents very strict too.
They wouldn't out because they busy of studying!!!
Even you are studying, you also can go out with friends right. If not your head will explosive with freaking knowledge!!!!
And you be C.R.A.Z.Y!!!!!
This like one of my friends very negative and have no confidence.
I also have no confidence but I still have some fun (maybe).
This is why I hate adult. Sometimes I hope that I forever teenage.
Next year is my year to be at hell.
Speak to CNY, I hate it!!

我很不爽!!!!!!!

我很不爽!!! 就是不爽快那些男生!!! 很不公平的!!!
我们在那边努力的学, 他们又在那边偷看, 也拿很高分!!!!
这是绝对不公平!!!!!
对我们女生来说超级不公平咯!!!!
我很生气啊!!!!!
我现在就是不爽男生了!!! 我讨厌他们!!!
我很想揭穿他们!!!
虽然我们已经跟老师讲, 可是他又说"那些垃圾"自己心里知道!!!!
知道可屁!!!!
他们会知道才怪!!!!
我很想杀他们!!!!
咒骂他们!!!
咒死他们!!!!
在K-BOX已经不爽他们了!!!
现在真的是增加仇恨!!!!!

Moody Mood~

HEY!!! I fucking piss off now!
I wish I could stress my nerve out.
Damn it all.
I opposite of Izaya.
I hate humanity. *swing my hand*
Damn human feelings all and that so difficult.
Human are hard to predict.
I can't stand when people betray me.
I gonna kill them if that ever happen. *vein pops*

My sister??????!!!!!!!
Haiz.....I don't know she a sister or master (because she always order me here and there)
But I absolutely is not a servant or slave!!
My father??!!!
I can't say that because it is childish.

Tomorrow will be a disaster.
I hope not.
I hope they could go or not I will.....
If they no go or I prefer don't want to go.......
They will give some pathetic reason.
I can give you one.
No money!
Too tired!
What again?!!
I don't want to sing.
I HATE THAT!!!