Normal CNY

This year is a depressing Chinese New Year. I might say its boring. Nobody is free to go out visiting or nobody invite me. I must say this year CNY have many incidents happen. Haiz.......

Every year is always like that. Blame my ADHD or ADD. I do not know which I have. Let's put these a side.

This year my family as you can say are sick with either cough or flu. Last year is me the one that get sick. I do not know I should happy or no. Well, this year is a boring CNY. And nobody answer me when I ask when want to go out. They might going back to their university life now.

Haiz....I kinda irritated when my dad always ask why I'm did not going out with my friends. It's like a reality push to my face. Kinda disappointing when I saw others take pictures with gangs.

Irritating

Why would I want to go out with her?! She is so irritating and annoying everyday at home. I should say I hate her but hate is a strong word. How to describe her.....kinda hard to explain my feelings. Let's just say that I was planing some outing with my friends and she wanted to follow so I let her follow. But after that, the mood is slowly demise to tense because she always fight with me for something stupid. Well, I just want to let my feelings out so I could relax later with my friends.

Attitude

Some people their attitude is scam and rude. Well, all of my family are like that except for my mom. I didn't hear she swear before, like never. Yeah right, when someone is helping you, say thank you or be grateful. For me, the one I help is always ungrateful like angry at you when somethings are going wrong or doing wrong. It's make me frustrated and irritated. Well, these people are cannot hope.

I am Piss!!

SHUT UP THE FUCK!!!!

I AM SO PISS OFF THAT I WANT TO KILL SOMEONE!!!

This is so irritated, annoying and insulted. You are a bastard!! Just because I like to do that, doesn't mean that I cannot do it. I just don't like to talk with you, retard!! Have a common sense, moron!! You say I a nobody so what!! Not that I want to show you. I prefer my mom because she understand me more and she doesn't insult people or force me to do somethings else that I don't like. I want to go to collage so I wait but what do you expect me to just work. I want to learn driving, you also not allowed. What reason is this?!! Well, I know you just don't want people to use your money so that you can buy your things.

Many parents were encourage them to learn driving but you..."Use your own money." Yeah right, I am jealous of their parents because they were strict but they allow them to learn what they want. Sometimes I hope my parents ignore me. Seem like you want someone to follow your footstep. Over my dead body!!!

It seem your daughter have problems, you also did not care. So I just leave there, I prefer to talk with my mom. I always thought that I have ADHD. I think I really have that now because the symptoms are very accurate.

I like to read but they say I playing games. Does reading is wrong? I wonder what problems with their mind anywhere.

Yeah right, wish I were dead or never born is better.

我很不爽!!!!!!!

我很不爽!!! 就是不爽快那些男生!!! 很不公平的!!!
我们在那边努力的学, 他们又在那边偷看, 也拿很高分!!!!
这是绝对不公平!!!!!
对我们女生来说超级不公平咯!!!!
我很生气啊!!!!!
我现在就是不爽男生了!!! 我讨厌他们!!!
我很想揭穿他们!!!
虽然我们已经跟老师讲, 可是他又说"那些垃圾"自己心里知道!!!!
知道可屁!!!!
他们会知道才怪!!!!
我很想杀他们!!!!
咒骂他们!!!
咒死他们!!!!
在K-BOX已经不爽他们了!!!
现在真的是增加仇恨!!!!!

Moody Mood~

HEY!!! I fucking piss off now!
I wish I could stress my nerve out.
Damn it all.
I opposite of Izaya.
I hate humanity. *swing my hand*
Damn human feelings all and that so difficult.
Human are hard to predict.
I can't stand when people betray me.
I gonna kill them if that ever happen. *vein pops*

My sister??????!!!!!!!
Haiz.....I don't know she a sister or master (because she always order me here and there)
But I absolutely is not a servant or slave!!
My father??!!!
I can't say that because it is childish.

Tomorrow will be a disaster.
I hope not.
I hope they could go or not I will.....
If they no go or I prefer don't want to go.......
They will give some pathetic reason.
I can give you one.
No money!
Too tired!
What again?!!
I don't want to sing.
I HATE THAT!!!