Melancholy

Really, I'm feel melancholy now when I saw my friends' picture at facebook. I don't know why I felt that but I think that they have meet new friends and I just sit at home become neet.

Not say that I don't want to go out from home but by myself is so lonely. Now, my friends all studying in another country. Many of them have separate and did not have time to come back here.

Well, I just working and no continue study so I did not meet new friends.

Sometimes I wish I continue study but sometime I don't. I don't like troublesome work like assignments or exams. But, I would like to meet new people and make new friends.

I really don't have a friends that really with me shopping or going holiday to other places.

That's sound depressing. 

Cleaning

Owww.....My waist is painful because I was cleaning my room. It's almost CNY so my mom always push me to clean my room.

And when I clean, it must be very clean till I cannot see the dust. That is so OCD. ><

Now, I am very tired and tomorrow I still have plan with my friends too.

New Year

It's FEBRUARY!! And it's almost Chinese New Year~

I hope it's not as boring as last year. It might be a little house to visit. But this year is the year that I spend many money on buying clothes.

Wow~ Really shopping fever~ XD

So tired

Now I am really regret to go work at there because it is too tiring and strict. Have to wear make up and many others rules that I hate. Sometimes I wish that is school so that I can no go to work. Kinda very tired when standing for hours to serve customers. That was the job but the shift is too tiring. I applied for part time lol....why one shift have full time? Illogical. The workers are okay. Some friendly, some are poker faces.

Haiz...why did I choose there again? I have to wait till April next year then I can resign the job. I hope the time is going fast so that I can take my results and relaxing at home. So tired~ ><

School Dinner

Last night I was having fun with my classmate and schoolmate at Heliconia Banquet Restaurant. We ahving dinner at the restaurant and I have taken many photo of my friends and myself. But, one thing I was disappointed was the prom queen. Because the prom queen should be upper form six but not lower form six. The dinner is specially for upper form six because they going to be graduate this year.

Well, they still have next year to complete but we don't have anymore. I kinda disappoint in this. But, I cannot change it. What can I say? Nothing.

Forget these things. Yesterday I take photo till I very tired. When I went home and after I take a bath, I went straight to sleep. I'm so tired and my legs is painful. Maybe I should bite my high heels before I used it.

stress Stress STRESS

I am a walking dead body wondering along the streets.

So busy...so busy

Haiz.....I don't know this semester I will be sighing forever. So many homework and project to do. The teachers are chasing the time too. Besides that, November have MUET test too. I will be dead at the end of the year. I'll going to relax at home and play till I get bore.

Every morning I having headache. Is it worth my time and health? No fucking way. This things will going to cut my life till half. Damn it!!!

This semester is so STRESS!!!

Haiz.....this semester so many assignment and homework to do. I can say that I put my homework aside but focus on my assignment. Because it is more important. Why the new modular system is so stressful than the terminal? Now, I feel a little regret to go Form 6.

But, I have to think about the collage syllabus. It will be more difficult than Form 6 and it have more assignment in a short period. The test also have to pay money. If fail, study again. >o<

This is life as my teacher always said.

Exams...

Next week I going to have STPM examinations. Well, at least I can relax and having my holidays after the tests. I have to think positive so that I will not nervous. I hope I won't having stomachache before the exam on Tuesday.

That's all I gonna say because I very bore sitting in front of my laptop. XD