Melancholy

Really, I'm feel melancholy now when I saw my friends' picture at facebook. I don't know why I felt that but I think that they have meet new friends and I just sit at home become neet.

Not say that I don't want to go out from home but by myself is so lonely. Now, my friends all studying in another country. Many of them have separate and did not have time to come back here.

Well, I just working and no continue study so I did not meet new friends.

Sometimes I wish I continue study but sometime I don't. I don't like troublesome work like assignments or exams. But, I would like to meet new people and make new friends.

I really don't have a friends that really with me shopping or going holiday to other places.

That's sound depressing. 

Irritating

Why would I want to go out with her?! She is so irritating and annoying everyday at home. I should say I hate her but hate is a strong word. How to describe her.....kinda hard to explain my feelings. Let's just say that I was planing some outing with my friends and she wanted to follow so I let her follow. But after that, the mood is slowly demise to tense because she always fight with me for something stupid. Well, I just want to let my feelings out so I could relax later with my friends.

So tired

Now I am really regret to go work at there because it is too tiring and strict. Have to wear make up and many others rules that I hate. Sometimes I wish that is school so that I can no go to work. Kinda very tired when standing for hours to serve customers. That was the job but the shift is too tiring. I applied for part time lol....why one shift have full time? Illogical. The workers are okay. Some friendly, some are poker faces.

Haiz...why did I choose there again? I have to wait till April next year then I can resign the job. I hope the time is going fast so that I can take my results and relaxing at home. So tired~ ><

Holiday isn't like holiday

Injection day is over and it getting my nerve. Really I was shivering in the room when I wait for my turn. Blame the air conditional.

Well the main reason is this two weeks holidays are for nothing because my teachers put an extra class for us. So damn shit!! I wish I could skip the class but one of my teacher (the nagging goose) say if did not come for the class, have to see her and tell the reason. Well, if she is not elderly than me, I will straightforward tell her.

I don't like business marketing this subject. I rather fail my subject dude!! Who cares about that subject anywhere! It will not help the student if the language is not English. So stupid.

I prefer choose other subject maybe not math since I hear that subject very hard to pass with good result.

stress Stress STRESS

I am a walking dead body wondering along the streets.

So busy...so busy

Haiz.....I don't know this semester I will be sighing forever. So many homework and project to do. The teachers are chasing the time too. Besides that, November have MUET test too. I will be dead at the end of the year. I'll going to relax at home and play till I get bore.

Every morning I having headache. Is it worth my time and health? No fucking way. This things will going to cut my life till half. Damn it!!!

This semester is so STRESS!!!

Haiz.....this semester so many assignment and homework to do. I can say that I put my homework aside but focus on my assignment. Because it is more important. Why the new modular system is so stressful than the terminal? Now, I feel a little regret to go Form 6.

But, I have to think about the collage syllabus. It will be more difficult than Form 6 and it have more assignment in a short period. The test also have to pay money. If fail, study again. >o<

This is life as my teacher always said.

Busy day~

Finally this is the last semester of Form 6 and then I can go play or working. I can do what I want! XD Maybe a bit limited if I find a job. Well, it's last semester so I have so many project and selected subject to study. And the weather is bloody hot. I feel as if I live in the volcano.

Exams...

Next week I going to have STPM examinations. Well, at least I can relax and having my holidays after the tests. I have to think positive so that I will not nervous. I hope I won't having stomachache before the exam on Tuesday.

That's all I gonna say because I very bore sitting in front of my laptop. XD

Just Complainig.....

Haiz....these days I always signing every minute every day. Well, my form 6 life is suck and very stressful. Just for a few months until May, I will have a big test again. Why do the government wanted to change the system? Many people said that we being guinea pig for them. I can't help that I'm slightly agree with them. =_=
We even have to do 5 project and test, test, test. =_=lll  Really being a student is more stressful than a teacher. Have to cope with many things when the system is changed. I thought of quit form 6 after I take my result for last year test but I don't want to leave my friends behind. We hardly seen every day if I quit form 6. Because they will be busy every day with homework and project. Don't say test again.
They still have some activity form school too. Some time I have to think about my future. I kinda lazy to wrk around and like to stay at home. Really this is just complaining the world. -_-
I hope somethings interesting will happen in the future anytime anywhere.

This WHOLE week!!!

Haiz......*sigh*
This whole week gonna be suck.
Cuz I have final exam.
I don't think I can get good marks when I carelessly do it wrong and did not read the instruction!!!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! *bang my head at the table*
Even though next year did not change class but I want good mark too!!!!!
I too lazy to read and study.
Besides not every subject I like but some only.
Exam Exam EXAM!!!! DAMN THE EXAM!!!!
I will be INSANE!!!!! *shouting*

Never mind that it my fate.............*glooming*