Melancholy

Really, I'm feel melancholy now when I saw my friends' picture at facebook. I don't know why I felt that but I think that they have meet new friends and I just sit at home become neet.

Not say that I don't want to go out from home but by myself is so lonely. Now, my friends all studying in another country. Many of them have separate and did not have time to come back here.

Well, I just working and no continue study so I did not meet new friends.

Sometimes I wish I continue study but sometime I don't. I don't like troublesome work like assignments or exams. But, I would like to meet new people and make new friends.

I really don't have a friends that really with me shopping or going holiday to other places.

That's sound depressing. 

Eir Aoi - Genesis

Normal CNY

This year is a depressing Chinese New Year. I might say its boring. Nobody is free to go out visiting or nobody invite me. I must say this year CNY have many incidents happen. Haiz.......

Every year is always like that. Blame my ADHD or ADD. I do not know which I have. Let's put these a side.

This year my family as you can say are sick with either cough or flu. Last year is me the one that get sick. I do not know I should happy or no. Well, this year is a boring CNY. And nobody answer me when I ask when want to go out. They might going back to their university life now.

Haiz....I kinda irritated when my dad always ask why I'm did not going out with my friends. It's like a reality push to my face. Kinda disappointing when I saw others take pictures with gangs.

Cleaning

Owww.....My waist is painful because I was cleaning my room. It's almost CNY so my mom always push me to clean my room.

And when I clean, it must be very clean till I cannot see the dust. That is so OCD. ><

Now, I am very tired and tomorrow I still have plan with my friends too.

New Year

It's FEBRUARY!! And it's almost Chinese New Year~

I hope it's not as boring as last year. It might be a little house to visit. But this year is the year that I spend many money on buying clothes.

Wow~ Really shopping fever~ XD

Sickness

*Sighing* I gonna sighing everyday if I gonna sick like this. The weather is not stable and here sometimes raining sometimes sunny. The temperature is up and down.

I hate sick but what can I say. I easily get sick than my other family. The timing is not good only.

That all I want to say.

I have nothing to do.

Kinda bore here.

Irritating

Why would I want to go out with her?! She is so irritating and annoying everyday at home. I should say I hate her but hate is a strong word. How to describe her.....kinda hard to explain my feelings. Let's just say that I was planing some outing with my friends and she wanted to follow so I let her follow. But after that, the mood is slowly demise to tense because she always fight with me for something stupid. Well, I just want to let my feelings out so I could relax later with my friends.

Attitude

Some people their attitude is scam and rude. Well, all of my family are like that except for my mom. I didn't hear she swear before, like never. Yeah right, when someone is helping you, say thank you or be grateful. For me, the one I help is always ungrateful like angry at you when somethings are going wrong or doing wrong. It's make me frustrated and irritated. Well, these people are cannot hope.

Entertainment

Sometimes I wonder why shopping center are more than entertainment places like amusement park. Yes, I only do shopping when I have an event or party. Because I have to buy some clothes to wear. Now, I do not have work anymore so I gonna be very boring at home and doing nothing. This is not productive to me. But, what can I say? Even though I want to study and learning and didn't have the money to pay the entrance fee. Haiz.......

So tired

Now I am really regret to go work at there because it is too tiring and strict. Have to wear make up and many others rules that I hate. Sometimes I wish that is school so that I can no go to work. Kinda very tired when standing for hours to serve customers. That was the job but the shift is too tiring. I applied for part time lol....why one shift have full time? Illogical. The workers are okay. Some friendly, some are poker faces.

Haiz...why did I choose there again? I have to wait till April next year then I can resign the job. I hope the time is going fast so that I can take my results and relaxing at home. So tired~ ><

Realistic

I'm going to be more realistic because I almost 20 years old. I cannot lazy stay at home even though it is boring at home. But, sometime I don't like an adult...well more like young adult. Adult is boring to me. If I going to be alone, I'm not going to be relax. Hahaha~ I don't know what am I saying now. Not long I'm going to work and study university. Can I complain somethings?

Really, why every time the word come out from my dad mouth is money money money. Is money important? Yes, but money can't buy anything. I would like to say if you want more money then sell your daughter like that. Are all parent like that ask money from children because they take care of us from baby? It is illogical to me. Because money can't pay back the love that given to us.

My Teacher give us a present

My teacher have give present to all of my classmate including myself too. The bookmark is very pretty and everyone have different designs. The boys is most special because it had used pencil to design it. My teacher say that she ask someone to help her design these bookmarks. I am so happy to receive these present from my teacher. XD

This is mine.

These are all my classmate and mine.

Going out with friends

Boring day~

I don't know what I gonna write. I just pass by here because I saw that my blog is untouched for a long time....I think. So, I just post some boring things to say and then nothing.

Now, I have nothing to say. That's all.

School Dinner

Last night I was having fun with my classmate and schoolmate at Heliconia Banquet Restaurant. We ahving dinner at the restaurant and I have taken many photo of my friends and myself. But, one thing I was disappointed was the prom queen. Because the prom queen should be upper form six but not lower form six. The dinner is specially for upper form six because they going to be graduate this year.

Well, they still have next year to complete but we don't have anymore. I kinda disappoint in this. But, I cannot change it. What can I say? Nothing.

Forget these things. Yesterday I take photo till I very tired. When I went home and after I take a bath, I went straight to sleep. I'm so tired and my legs is painful. Maybe I should bite my high heels before I used it.