Sunday, March 24, 2013

Haiz.......==

I am not excited about tomorrow party. I feel like it gonna same as before or even worst than before. I mean last time every party I feel everyone talk to their gangs and not as a group. Sometimes I feel disappointing with this action. But what can I say? I am an antisocial people. Even my friends find that I always very quiet. By the way, sometimes I feel awkward when I together with them. But, I overcome it easily, maybe not that easy.

Sometimes I wonder did they notice my behavior or no. Or they just don't care about it. Well, it is obvious that I not always together with them anymore and they also rarely invite me out. Are they the one that change or I am the one that change? Maybe I should ask other people.

Now, I am not looking forward to the party anymore. In fact, I feel depress when I think about it.

Saturday, March 23, 2013

Troublesome works

Really sometimes I don't like to be a leader or an organizer. They never hear what I say and that make me frustrated every time. My friends always half agree when I ask her to go out together. Well, if she have said earlier maybe I can accept it. But after agree then disagree without reasonable excuse, I don't like it. I hate it actually. I wish I can drive car or have a license so that I can bring my friends. So, she cannot escape from not going out with us.

Sometime friendship is a friendshit.

Thursday, March 14, 2013

Yeah~!!!

Tomorrow my friend gonna come back from Singapore. We can go out together and play together again~
I am so excited!!! XD

 I need my friends every day~


Friday, March 8, 2013

iYCC video~

On the end of November, I have gone to an activity called the iYCC [International Youth Cultural Conferences]. It had various people from various country. I have made friends with the others. It is fun and interesting. The last day we playing till early in the morning. We also play cards and watching TV together with my friends. I hope we can go out together again on the holidays.

Well this is the video that they recorded for three days.

I'm sick again

Really the weather is fucking hot and cold everyday. It change and change suddenly. Besides that. it make me sick again. From CNY I also sick then a few days only, I sick again. Haiz.....the worst is I have to go to school. If not, I cannot sit my test. I even cannot do any revision.

I hate you sick!! I cannot do anything even drinking my Sandy!! Haiz......I wait for many days and this happen again. My body is very weak.

Now I waiting for until I sleepy since the medicine will make me dizzy.